I don't know what to say, anymore. You're the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me. You've made it, so that I can't live without you. I can't love anyone else but you. You've changed me, though. I know how to love someone, I know what it's like to be in love, and I know what it's like to lose someone I love. I also know that once you lose something, you could never get it back. And that's what scares me. I'm never going to be able to get over you. I"m never going to be able to love anyone else. So, what happens when you get over me, and you fall in love again? With someone other than me.
The first time, they didn't know eachother. That's why it ended. The second time, they knew eachother too well. That's why she ended it. She was scared of getting too close. She felt different afterwards, both times. The first time, she thought she wanted him back. Now, she knows that she needs him back. She thought she made a mistake. Now, she knows that she's made the biggest mistake of her life. Before, she thought that they would make a good couple. Now, she knows that they'd make a perfect couple, since they've already been one. Before, she thought he would give her another chance. & he did. The only difference now, is that this time she doesn't know if he'll give her a second chance.
What was she thinking? He was perfect. They were perfect. She saw it at first, but eventually it got blurry. She got second thoughts. She didn't try to save them. She got herself out, and left him stranded. He stayed stranded and wouldn't come back to her. She missed him. She couldn't live her life without him. But he had already given her another chance before & wasn't sure he could give her another one. She still loved him, and had loved him through the whole storm. He just didn't know it, and he probably never will
We're going to make it. Through everything life throws our way, we're gonna make it. There's no way out. We love eachother and no one else. It's complicated but true. We're going to make it through.
She sees him in the hall and looks away. She listens to people talk about him but doesn't say a word. She watches her friend flirt with him but doesn't stop her. It seems like she's given up hope of ever getting him back||but in reality, she's just scared that he's not even going to want her again.
They still want eachother. They still need eachother more than anything in the world. They're just taking a long time to figure it all out.
quote for the ladies lol
I've written so many quotes about you. I've fallen asleep thinking about you more nights than I can count. I've cried over you so many times. And its starting to scare me. I'm starting to fall apart because you just don't realize how much I need you in my life. You're all that I want. I'd get rid of every thing I own for you. I'm so deeply in love with you that I've walked off the path that I used to walk on so now all I talk about is how I would do anything for you. You mean the world to me and I'll never love anybody but you. And you might think I'm crazy to have all of these feelings for a guy. But guess what? You don't know him. You don't know the effect he has on my life. You don't know what it feels like to be in love with him. So call me anything you want, talk behind my back, but I don't even care. Because I keep these feelings inside of me and pour them out into these words. And I've never told him and you know what? I desperately wish that one day//I could just IM him this whole think without worrying//but I know that it'll never happen. So I pour my heart out ont paper and cry. I could fill up so many notebooks just about you. And its not like this is just some stupid crush. No--I've actually had him before--he was actually mine;;untill I let him go. Thats why I'm so scared. Because what if he hates me now and what if he doesn't have those feelings for me anymore. What if he doesn't love me? And if he would try to tell me that;;I don't think I could take it. So I'll just keep thinking, dreaming, writing, crying, smiling, loving everything about you, and I'll keep wishing you were mine. I'll keep doing everything I can to get you back even if it takes a lifetime. You're my only one.
quotes i like and r very true and its wut im feelin rit now lol
Crazy. Thats what they call me. For going back to you for the 5th time. Stupid. Thats what they call me for falling for you for the millionth time. Hurt. Thats what they say my excuse is. And they can say all they want cuz who knows? I may be a bit crazy, a little stupid and sure...i'm probably hurt inside...but simple words like that can't stop the feelings I have for you . And nobody else knows what it feels like to be in love with you so //talk all you want//but I'll make my own decisions in life.
Do you know what it feels like to be in love beyond your control? To only think of one person all the time. To only be able to fall asleep if you're dreaming about them. To be afraid to talk to them and they grow farther and farther away from you which hurts you even more. Do you know what any of that feels like. cuz if you don't....come to me//and i'll tell you all about it.
I need you in my life. You make me a better person. If it wasn't for you...there would be no point in living my life, being myself. Even though i'm not yours...you're kinda like a goal that i'm trying to reach. And its kinda fun in a way. And once I reach that goal; life will be even better.
I needed space. and my way of getting space was ignoring you-not talking to you-being rude to you. so its obvious why you stopped trying to get me back. But now...i wish i could take everything i did back. I wish that I could go running up to you and apoligize and tell you how much I want you. --how much i need you--and i'm not afraid to do it. i'm just afraid that you won't forgive me and that b r e a k s my heart apart
Live life to the fullest and never let go of someone who makes you smile and laugh every day.
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